>*BACK HOME*
well ; seriously , im back home and im blogging in again . so many fustrations in mah mind larhs ! just simply wanna let it go ryte away . well ; let me start from the very very first . 16september , i went to school as usual and mah principal just wanna expell me . why ? because i slept in class and forgot to sign th daily report that she asked me to . oh gosh ! why is it just like this !!! nvms . i return back to SGH and got send up to lock-up . BORINGS~ things are just happening out of a sudden and i really dunno how to cope with it at first . i cried and i know ive lost almost everything when i went up to lock-up. i really hate that kind of feeling . on th 22september , that is th day i went down to lock-up ... which i can say FINALLY . up there being locked can really want mah lyfe ! URKKS ! i came down with mah purpur shirt and thn mah house-mother asked me to change into admission clothes . sighs ~ well , i know . i was SHAG alryte ?! i got send to angel 2 . i really hate that feeling larhs . ue noe derhs . hmms ... slowly , im kinda closed with mah kaopei ; kysiao and enren . from other dorm lehs ... mah pianzi are also included in mah TREASURES . mah gui also ((: peeps inside just treat me lyke TISSUE-PAPER . when they need me , they come . and when they dont , they just go off lykdat . some even worst ! they even complaint that this tissue-paper not good . hais ~ i really hate those silly peeps . anewae , all i can say is that some of them is just so CHILDISH and they plainly just wanna find somthing to do ... they spread rumours and thn wanna isolate peeps out . haiyos . dun understand . noburdy just wanna stand up for their own friends ! all so HAM-CHEESE! wanna noe who ? whoever whoever lorhs . who tio sio ? hais ~ dun understand what they get by doing all this . but hey ! things are actually getting better nowadays . but still , im wearing mah armour properly in case anemore arrows hit me . by thn , i wont be able to take it horhs ! they made me cry ! a girl so hard to cry also can cry ! hais ~ but i wanna say a big TY to those who lend me their shoulder and even be mah punching bag whenever im feeling down . THANKS ! esp : kaopei ; kysiao ; pianzi ; bastard and of cos i wont forget mah enren ((: hais ~ maybe i should just look at things positively so that i wont be so miserable . hmms ... plannings for next year is just tking Ns inside and all the way till i discharged barhs ((: well , secrets :" wo attached lerhs ((:cute ryte ? well , although i cannot say that i really love her , but can say i really appreciate all that she has done for me ((: a big ty to ue ! hmms ... since i did once said that if she really tiongxim , i will give her the chance ... it;s just 8 more turtle months to go before i get out of that hell ! oh god ! hmms ... well , finally i went home ! today ! monday will be mah birthday . i received $204 this year for mah birthday . oohs . kind of generous arh this year x)) i receive some presents too . although it's basically a wishing bottle ; a book and a voodoo doll ((: i do really appreciate it a lot . thanks guys ((: just now we went downstair to play fireworkks . at first it's kind of boring ~ as ue noe derhs . but things really went quite fun though . we throw the stick here and there and it just got stuck on the tree . its lyke ... LOL ! haas (: had some fun with the logcake and steamboat i have just now too (: although i didnt really eat a lot . but i ate around 10 pieces of potato . heys ! very good liao horhs ... its not 55 ! haas (: that's mah code number ((: FIFTY-FIVE . haas . well , i miss her . aiyarhs . ue noe ie noe who can liaos. ue dunno ... come and ask me lorhs . lols . things are going well for me and mummy ((: i love her lots . she's the best mans ! hais ~ well , i just wanna stop caring for those who dont care about me ! i dun wanna give them a damn or anething . sighs ~ sians . tomorrow jiu must report back liaos . i will be going back at 3pm . sighs~ so early ryte ? but nvms narhs . haas ((: well , i somehow enjoy mah birthday this year (: tke kaire peeps and will blog in again of course ((:



iloveher___*
miss those who are missing me ryte now ((:

and seriously i miss the two of them )):
kysiao ; kaopei

im going back today !

*yawns* time simply just flies so fast lorhs . i cut mah hair today:D hmms ... im waiting for mah nonsense to call me :D mah benxiong call me just now . miss her lots . sighs ~ i will be heading back around 5+ i thinks . so bored of life larhs ! when i think bout th fact tht i'd have to go back , i sian liaos . but i have to no matter what :( shag ryte ? haas :D luckily i still left one more yaer to go =D faster lahs time ... i ate ramen just now . but i just simply felt lyke vomitting . YEEKS ! ate a bit narhs . no appetite . mah appetite is gone for th past few days . wonder what's happening in mah stomachh x) creating riots and stryke bahs i thinks . haas :D mah zhenxi call me yesterday ! ILOVEHER! i chat with mah sister too last night . mak leha work nigth shift and she called me up ... ((: imiss chenwanting :D love her lots lots lots lorhs . well , im staying home for this homeleave . cool huhs ? well , ive got to go now ... mah bro wants to play computer ((: tke kaire peeps .

will blog in nxt week (: i'll be meeting jordan probably (x

*imissyoos so much but i dun think ue realize it bahs .*

finally out for HOMELEAVE again :D
well , com is having virus attack and currently staying at mah uncle's house norhs . BORED !~ im now at mah cousin's house . playing laptop :D hmms ... updated mah friendster and now updating mah blog :D i chat with him just now in msn . well , basically he remembers me :D im kinda happy . hmms ... i just hope that he is fine and happy :D hmms ... lots of things happen in dorm . there's current current around and it's so funny . YOU REN XI HUAN WO :D but i doesnt want to mention name :D th person xin zhi du ming jiu hao lerhs xD im bored lorhs . found out a lot of things but was trying to be happy larhs . pratically , lyfe wasnt so good for me ... stil in mah falalas :D smile girl:D wo hen xiang wo de sister . hope to see her soon (: loves her so much ! sian larhs homeleave . tomorrow going back lerhs . can see her :D should give her th chance to treat me good marhs ? life really sucks lorhs . if she wants to treat me good thn treat lorhs . dun wan to put feelings inside . i say lerhs ... i stop all mah feelings lerhs . hais ~ " ni hui dui wo hao marhs ? " hais~ dun dare to think and i also dun wan to think . really given up on love completely liaos . i once told HIM that i'll be tiongxim . i'll never forget that promse derhs . just now he told me to forget him and be friends :D i'll be friends with him but it's hard for me to forget lerhs :( hais ... suan ler barhs . still got others who want to treasure me ... are they serious or what nehs ? hmms .. let time decides everything barhs . imiss mah unique lee :\ she absconded and went back liaos . dorm problems are still alright larhs . BORED ~ on monday i'll be going back to school again ! ohmans ~ may God bless me :D well , ihave got to go . tke kaire peepos (: smiles ..


*maybe i love ue too much that's why th promise ive made i didnt forget*

BACK FOR HOMELEAVE

*yawns* havent been coming back fer homeleave since 23JUNE!! can ue believe it ? it's two months lorhs . hmms ... lyfe in DRS isnt as simple as ue thought ); so stressful and i havent been going to school yet ! thats the worst part . didnt go anywhere and tke any photos today . went to the library with bro (: i think i saw him at ENTER. today :/ i didnt call him . hais~ trying my best to let go . I MISS MY UNIQUE AND MY SAMEFATE ! arghs~ too bad my samefate didnt come out for homeleave today . wanted to meet her derhs . butden if next week can , i wanna meet her ! haas (: ... im gonna update my friendster ... tke kaire peeps (:

*trying my best to stay strong ;

smile girl : *

LASTDAY in admission .

how does that feels ? hmms... kinda of " bu she de " . especially especially her . hais~ once again ie gonna step into the world of skools. that means ... MORE homework and STRESS~~~ well , definitely qonna miss her loads ! i cry before i came out from that place full of weird feelinqs . really dun wanna leave her alone . just wish to accompany her through . but since i've made this decision of going back to school , i am qoinq to make the best out of it ! during these years which im maybe not given a chance to meet her ( which i hope i can ]: ) , i am going to study real hard ! jealous~ i wanna tell ue a good news ... my mum already given consent of letting me qo ipoh with ue when ie am 18 (: i am looking forward to it alryte !!! well , i just couldnt bear to leave her . my big buddy was sad too . she was shocked that i am qoinq down DRS !~ haas (: last minute news ... shocked quite a number of peeps. i am qoinq to keep contact with a number of them ... well definitely not missing out my dearest jealous and my hatred !! hmms ... today , i am out for my homeleave with that swollen eyes . din went out with rely but i went to people's park . it reminds me of court (: haas . i bought my face wash for drs already ! FINALLY ~ well, looking forward to fourth week . perhaps qoinq out with uniqueLEE. yeas (: just now, i visited my cousin . she is alryte now . hmms ... i hope she would be more careful next tyme . hais ... missinq her sooooo much !! she should be reading now ? hais...

*jealous. im missinq ue. are ue too ?

hey everyone ! i am out fur homeleave aqain . today is a very enjoying day fur me . i am out with yuki kydren'za (: actually out with my unique also de . butden ... thinqs went a byt wronq larhs . so ...anyways , i pass those thiinqs to my jealous liaos . haas (: saw mye happy feet today ! took darn lots pictures (: i miss her larhs . i went to causeway , IMM ... never go vivo ... planned FAILED !! shack lorhs .. anways ... i ate lots and lots of old chang kee ... having so much fun with yuki (: shiok sehs . butden a byt turn off larhs we two ... LOLS !!! butden overall stiu can ... i simply love today larhs ! took so much pics !! haas (:

*imisshersoooomuch____/-

yuki... thanks loads fur today !!!!!! haas (: peeps at photos (:

i will be heading back today___*
durhs. qirls home lyfe... today reportiinq back . kak julie work nyte shift yesterday(: haas. mum qoinq to sent me back at 5♥30pm. fast kan ? butden wad to do . lols . dad need to use th car urgently lehs . must be considerate a byt lorhs. hmms ... keep callinq jealous mum ... butden noone picks up . wonderinqq wads wrong . actually wanna ask whether is her mum okay or not butden too bads her mum din picks up th fone ): anyway , going to try again later ... hmms ... yesterday slept at 5am . lols ! watch the stupid croc. show thn so boring lorhs . the croc. dunwan come out . ohmans ! thn dozed off . woke up at 8am . early kan ? haas (: i buy mac today ! hotcakes for boy , fillet for jingyi , sausage mcmuff for chuyi (: yummy...*smurps**smurps* i had just finish bathing and thn now planning where to go later. perhaps clippinq my hair liaos thn head back there le. alryte ... i qot to blog off lers .

*sheBRIGHTENmeup.
from her memories__*

*smurps* just finish a plate of spaghetti (: just now i went to jurong point as ie said ie will. went with boy;chuyi;zijie and jingyi. nice day ! butden we almost qo info counter to call fer them ! no limit sehs they went arcade . lols . thn we went to NTUC and buy ingredients. ooooo ! i bought some books too . brought $230 out and in the end left only ... $ 100++ ? lols ! wows . i bought a purse . its lyke so nice lorhs . it's purpur . actually ie wanted to buy pinkk butden ie suddenly think of my jealous . thn buy purpur lorhs . hais ... i simply treasure her(: hope she's fine now ...should be studying buhs . hmms ... i walk past one shop whr i can mke mye own shirt with my own desiqn ! cool ! i qonna mke th shirt that i say i will with jealous (: hmms ... i will wors !!! haas (: alrytes ... maybe blogg in nxt time or wad ? haas (:

*isimplyMISSher-//

HOMELEAVE CANCELLED FOR TWO WEEKS__*
these few months inside, i hve came across so many kinds of peepos . treasured a couple of them . understand how hurtful friendshyps can be . how evil peepo myte appear . and lots lots lots . these few days , i havent been feelinq really happy . b'coz of friendshyps ? maybe buhs . i do not noe i am getting involve in a strong friendshyp or a weak one. it may appears to be strong on th surface but yet when problems arise , things just split apart . what is actually happening i really dunno . if i hve the chance to decide , i will not let this friendshyp come to an end . friendshyps is about giveing and taking . ie hve been qivinq for so lonq yet in th end , im actually the one qettinq all th hurts and pains . what is this ? today , im out fer homeleave again . was kinda busy preparing to qo sku once more . bought a lot of thinqs. but no matter how busy im , i could nvr forqet that she is there inside studying ; joking about in dorm . these few days , she has been alone or with someone else . she seems to have another person by her side already . which could cheer her up and make her laugh . memories headed back to the past whn those tyme whn im stiu beside her , im the one mking her laugh and th one who accompany her study when everyone is watching tv . hais . thinqs has qotten over fer a huge change . perhaps this is a test for me and her . let's pray that God will make a better way out for me and her . hmms ... was basically thinking bout her . later , i will be heading to jurong point to get her a card and conveniently get me some books . *yawns* im tired lers .


*don'tleavemealone,don'twalkoutofmahlyfe.
accompanymethrueverymomentsinlyfe__*

I AM OUT!

hmms___* after waitinq fer a total of two weekends i am finally out fer mye homeleave ! wahs... so many thinqs happen inside lorhs ... hmms__* i qot transfered over to blk B! yeahs ! lyfe was simply so 'gerek'! woohoo ! hais ... was cryiinq alone this few days.. tinqq... how ie hope eu were there ... i guess i wont be so stressed up ?! there is lorts lots of weird weird problems inside..these few days havinqq fwenship probs ... *sighs* heys ... i really miss CHENWANTING lotslotslots ... hais .. yesterday ish my jealous burfday...i sang solo burfday song for her ... haas (: touchinq ryte ?

hmms... me and mye samefate driftinqq further and further apart... i wonder how can i save this friendship...

hais ... i quess beinq alone once more will be the best thinq barhs ?

i really love her !


this is the logo behind wei's shirt..



SHE'S MINE!




haas . this is the time when we want snapp wei thn
he run ...





he got no choice but to surrender...







haas ... this is the ORIGINS of the originary KIDS!







sweet memories...wei was in my room








its just how much i wanna say ILOVEYOU ting!









yan starts to emo liaos ...










wei drinkinq greentea

//- 12o4o8__*

HAPPY BURFDAY BANGYU!

its the 2nd week of APRIL! and i am out for homeleave ! brother celebrate his birthday today...quite a number of peeps come my house__* haas:) isnt that 'qerek'? hees :D today , tinq;wei;yan;bin come my house too . ie was so darn excited and happy lorhs . its lyke a wish cominq true ... i really didnt thought that wei&bin will come ... haas :D but we took a lot of pictures and have had great fun today! we went downstair and slack at the playground before meetinq jowin . we slack around and sing songs...i keep on kajiao-inq wei... haas :D it was really so fun ... and than i keep chasing wei round and round ... he even step on the mud... EEEWWk!
haas :D i took a lot of candid pictures of them too ! i am qoinq to upload it later ... hmms ... it is really so shiok today ! i also qet to see tinq ... i miss her so much ... soon ... we play around and send jowin back home at 9pm.. then we headed back home to eat burfday cake... i thot ting would be able to stay till 10.30... but too bad her qrandma call her up barhs ... ie hope they could come aqain one day and we can spend more tyme together ... ie am really happy to see her once aqain... haas :D hmms... out of a sudden... i miss my JEALOUS! i quess she should be sleepinq soundly now inside ... *yawns* talkinq bout sleepinq... really felt kind of sleepy lorhs ... tomorrow i have no idea of qoinq anywhere... its kind of borinqq.. and i am qoinq back tomorrow.. the time just seems to fly past me now and then... today i am really very happy...
thanks guys :D

MUACKS!
miss tinq;wei;yan;bin (:
meet eu all next tyme ! byes...

THANKS GUYS FOR THE GREAT DAY !