Saturday, December 20, 2008

>*BACK HOME*
well ; seriously , im back home and im blogging in again . so many fustrations in mah mind larhs ! just simply wanna let it go ryte away . well ; let me start from the very very first . 16september , i went to school as usual and mah principal just wanna expell me . why ? because i slept in class and forgot to sign th daily report that she asked me to . oh gosh ! why is it just like this !!! nvms . i return back to SGH and got send up to lock-up . BORINGS~ things are just happening out of a sudden and i really dunno how to cope with it at first . i cried and i know ive lost almost everything when i went up to lock-up. i really hate that kind of feeling . on th 22september , that is th day i went down to lock-up ... which i can say FINALLY . up there being locked can really want mah lyfe ! URKKS ! i came down with mah purpur shirt and thn mah house-mother asked me to change into admission clothes . sighs ~ well , i know . i was SHAG alryte ?! i got send to angel 2 . i really hate that feeling larhs . ue noe derhs . hmms ... slowly , im kinda closed with mah kaopei ; kysiao and enren . from other dorm lehs ... mah pianzi are also included in mah TREASURES . mah gui also ((: peeps inside just treat me lyke TISSUE-PAPER . when they need me , they come . and when they dont , they just go off lykdat . some even worst ! they even complaint that this tissue-paper not good . hais ~ i really hate those silly peeps . anewae , all i can say is that some of them is just so CHILDISH and they plainly just wanna find somthing to do ... they spread rumours and thn wanna isolate peeps out . haiyos . dun understand . noburdy just wanna stand up for their own friends ! all so HAM-CHEESE! wanna noe who ? whoever whoever lorhs . who tio sio ? hais ~ dun understand what they get by doing all this . but hey ! things are actually getting better nowadays . but still , im wearing mah armour properly in case anemore arrows hit me . by thn , i wont be able to take it horhs ! they made me cry ! a girl so hard to cry also can cry ! hais ~ but i wanna say a big TY to those who lend me their shoulder and even be mah punching bag whenever im feeling down . THANKS ! esp : kaopei ; kysiao ; pianzi ; bastard and of cos i wont forget mah enren ((: hais ~ maybe i should just look at things positively so that i wont be so miserable . hmms ... plannings for next year is just tking Ns inside and all the way till i discharged barhs ((: well , secrets :" wo attached lerhs ((:cute ryte ? well , although i cannot say that i really love her , but can say i really appreciate all that she has done for me ((: a big ty to ue ! hmms ... since i did once said that if she really tiongxim , i will give her the chance ... it;s just 8 more turtle months to go before i get out of that hell ! oh god ! hmms ... well , finally i went home ! today ! monday will be mah birthday . i received $204 this year for mah birthday . oohs . kind of generous arh this year x)) i receive some presents too . although it's basically a wishing bottle ; a book and a voodoo doll ((: i do really appreciate it a lot . thanks guys ((: just now we went downstair to play fireworkks . at first it's kind of boring ~ as ue noe derhs . but things really went quite fun though . we throw the stick here and there and it just got stuck on the tree . its lyke ... LOL ! haas (: had some fun with the logcake and steamboat i have just now too (: although i didnt really eat a lot . but i ate around 10 pieces of potato . heys ! very good liao horhs ... its not 55 ! haas (: that's mah code number ((: FIFTY-FIVE . haas . well , i miss her . aiyarhs . ue noe ie noe who can liaos. ue dunno ... come and ask me lorhs . lols . things are going well for me and mummy ((: i love her lots . she's the best mans ! hais ~ well , i just wanna stop caring for those who dont care about me ! i dun wanna give them a damn or anething . sighs ~ sians . tomorrow jiu must report back liaos . i will be going back at 3pm . sighs~ so early ryte ? but nvms narhs . haas ((: well , i somehow enjoy mah birthday this year (: tke kaire peeps and will blog in again of course ((:



iloveher___*
miss those who are missing me ryte now ((:

and seriously i miss the two of them )):
kysiao ; kaopei