SPAMSPAMSPAM pictures &only pictures!

This are the pictures for th christmas BBQ we had over at workplace.

Took a small picture of xiaojiu's mini too !

Day was packing on all those stuffs.

Even when th sky is falling down~

&I have been hearing this song again &again when talking to dumbdumb.

Oh god!

Hey, Im going to fight for him , fight fight fight.

2010 is coming nearer.

Looking forward to tomorrows' BBQ. OHMYGOD!

Gonna spam pictures again !

HAPPY ADVANCED NEW YEAR READERS!

Days without you , Im trying mah best to forget everythings.

Day was shaggg.
Fcuk mah life man!
SHUTS!

Im so lazy to post.
Day was waken up by bendan's phone calls.
Oh mah tian~
I want mah zhuuuuuu.
Pictures still rotting in mah phone.
But im still just so lazy.
What to do ? I shall just leave it as it is then.

28 days without you.. Im really missing you badly.

HOHOHO! Santa xiaorisse wishes every readers a MERRYCHRISTMAS!
Rounding, Rounding &Rounding.
Went late to work today cause of overslept.
Was talking to cousin &darren lastnight till morning.
J thn message me in th morning lorhs.
Called me while at work.
Thanks God i brought mah earpiece over.
Had a BBQ party over at workplace today with many peoples.
Im so tired to upload any pictures.
So, readers.. will update them soon derhhs.
Went rounding just now with huiwen. co
&Speed way to Geylang cause dear huiwen wants to have her 'tian ji' porridge.
Was all discussing where to go before we manage to settle down on a decision.
140km/hr to changi.
Passby OCH , Chalets.
Reached changi beach in short while.
Went home after that.
&Here i am, blogging in all that i could right now.
I miss mah Roundings life.

I feels like im a fool. Playing a game when the instructions of th game sucks. There's always sweetness in love i thought. But now, whats love? Something that hurts &tears. I hate love , Cause it made me cry. Im still missing you, Do you even know?

DRINK, DRANK &DRUNK that day.
Looking forward to tomorrow's bbq((:

26 days without you. I love you. ):

I am tired to blog today.
So i will just leave it.

HappyBirthday xiaorisse.
Turned 17 today.
&Im going to drink , drank &get drunk(((:
Vodka, Vodka, Vodka.
Im in love with Vodka lorhs.
Anyways , so many people wish me!!
&I got 2Red packet.
One year older, One day nearer to death.
Yay Yay, Deathdate, Here i come.

Im sick &tired of life.
Birthday is reaching soon.
Real soon. (:
Wonder how will it past this year for me.
BORINGGGGGGGGG ~
Spend it...
With family ? With friends ? Or rather , Alone?

24days living without you. Im beginning to lose hope.

Life was so &so today at work.

Gotten mah pay &FCUK.

Im all left with just a few tens for mahself.

There's a lucky draw at work today.

&Im being th photographer.

Hey, I know mah skills sucks.

But aiyarhs, can can larhs.

Thats about there for mah colleagues derhh pics.

All but zenzen.

She's not there just now marhs. x(((

But anyways, Ahlong is mad.

I think he's taken the wrong medicine today.

Laughs.

Wells, tomorrow will be w.k's last day.

Saddening.

People come &go , so..

Nevermind larhs! Hahahas. (:

Just wish him all th best here buhhs !!!

I got to blog off for today.

Byyyyyyeeee people!

Im waiting for mah mummy's vodka. x) &Xiaorisse is also waiting,

Waiting for him... waiting for death too. ))))):

First of all , i wanna say a BIGGGGG THANKYOU to ANGIE &ZENZEN from mah workplace.
I've gotten mah ABSOLUTVODKA!!!
So ,
THANKKKKKKYOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Days wasnt as smooth nowadays.
&xiaorisse is having sucidal thoughts.
Shit mans !
Why has xiaorisse become like that?
Where is th cheerful her?
I wanna get drunk,
DEAD drunk.
Cause only like this , could get me away from th cruel reality.
I hate it. , I hate th world.

Im lazy to post today.
Freaking tired of quarrels.
BYEEEEEEEEE.

Day was rotting at home.
Didnt went out at all.
Oh mah god!
Practically boring mah time away.
Went over to cousin's house to play audii
&thats all about it till now.

ZENZEN came to work yesterday!!!
&Heard that she &angie bought me a LE vodka too. (:
OhMYGOD.((:
Damn freaking happy man!
I just didnt expect that mah wish aactually came true lorhs.
Im just happy.
Today is mah off day.
&Im placing &rotting at home.
Ohmygod.
So boring cannns ~
Anyways , Thinking to fetch xiaojean from work later or not.
I gonna blog off for now. :\
Bye peopleeeeees (:

20 days without you here... I need you badly.

First news , Zenzen &Angie is backkkkkk (((:
Woohooos >.<
&Zenzen is coming to work tomorrow !
YAYYYYYS ((:
That crazy fellow no longer disturbb me.
He better dont.
Siao one , say he fall for me.
EEEEEYYYERRR >.<
I want mah piggggg o0nlys :x
Anyway, found out that zhu is being moodless.
Trying to bring back us together.
Things are slowly getting back on track luhhs .
But i just felt so useless today.
I hate that sucky feeling of mine.
Yarhs , it totally sucks !
Anyways , today i've done area cleaning again!
Outside, Inside &Counter closing . (:
Pack lots of stuffs too.
Hmms, wonder when is mah payday.
I want mah payyyyyyyy (x
Alrights, got to blog off for today.
Im looking forward work for tomorrow. (((:
I know that our memories had been a sweet one.
It had been such a waste that everything between us go so awry.
I hate th past can ?
Cause whenever i think of it , it makes me cry.
I want you , &i need th feeling &lil' actions of yours again to bring me back to life.
I want mah meaningless life set by you.
I want everything.
The reality is definitely so cruel to let everything just end.
Without a sound.
I still miss you , as i had always did.

18 days without you lerhs. I miss you boy.

I restock today.
Helped weekiang , ahlong do area cleaning.
Hahhas. This ahgirl of yihong minimart is soooo GUAI .(:
Ahlong offered me a ride home but xiaojiu refused.
Shyttts &damn it.
Noone took th key &cant open shop tmr.
Cruel ahlong suggested me to take th spare key from xiaojiu.
Ohgod, still they wanna bully wo to open shop.
So that i could reached there at ONE !!!
Oh mah god, torturing mans!
Love is like a game. There are players &instructions.
Whats the instruction of our game ? Had it ended since that day ?
Or is there a chance to salvage it ? I still love you though i say i dont. Anyway, i miss you boy.

Xiaorisse's birthday is reaching soon.
&She is having not much feelings about it.
Nothing else she wishes.
But just that one wish.
Wishes do come true rights ?
Do they ?
Let's see.

Day was tough today!
Had a tiff with jinpo.
Secret withh all mah colleagues got found out by xiaojiu.
&Im so afraid he would be angry.):
Made a deal with zenzen tonight.
I gonna behave!
Got computer to use at work for an hour!!!
ILOVEHER.(((:
Today angie came to work.
&I totally miss her cans!!!
She is th best man!!
Thats why i say ,
ILOVE mah colleagues! (Not referring to J.P today!)
Hmpfs>.< angry him!!!!
Alrights people! I got to blog off. (:

Why has everything turn out to be like this ?
I still miss you even though time had pass by , days had gone by without you.
Life seems to be so meaningless when i know i had to live without you here.
In this cruel reality.
Didnt you say that you want to accompany me walk thru it all ?
I miss you boy... ):

Day was tough today at work.
Reached there at four.
&news is : Xiaorisse is being late again.
Problem of some people settled. (:
One burden out of mah mind.
Everyday at work was like ,
packing , sealing , tagging , packing , sealing , tagging.
Weighing , entering , cashing.
The same routine everyday!
I feel a though im STUCK with that routine!!
Working is tough man!
But i know i've got to carry on.
Cause i have to move on &not stop down there.
I cant be 17 always huh ?
Mah birthday is coming in 11days.
&i DONT feel like celebrating mah birthday.
Lets not talk about cash.
Even if i've got mah FULL pay , I dont want to celebrate!!!
Meaningless buhs.
My life........
IT SUCKS, yeahs, sucks!
got to blog off, BYEEEEEEEEE ):

Days were practically boring.
Without him, It seems so uninteresting, so boring.
I miss him, yeah. i know i do.
But im not really telling him anything.
Probably, I just...
Aint the heart he's gonna fixed.
I once need him to fixed mah heart.
Now i still do ,
But let me just...
Let nature take its course buhhhs.
Tired from work today.
I need a break from it!

I went to work &saw th newcomer i say.
Hmmms, work wasnt any special larhs.
Same old stuffs &all. (:
Pack pack, seal seal, lock lock.
Alrights! got to go.
I still love him. WJYM! missing you~

I havent been updating this blog often.
Oh god, it might have been dead!
Looks like i should update OFTEN!
Hahahahas .
Yay ! Cousin is back from korea!
I miss her !
House phone cant be called out
so i cant find cousin for now.
BORED!
Today's work was alright larhs.
Closing was done by me today.
I loves all mah colleagues! They are nice adults!.(:
Ray, Angela, Zen, Ahlong, Weekiang &Jinpo. (:
I AM THEIR AHGIRL~
hahahahas. >.<
Alrights larhs , got to go!
Nights reader!
I miss him.

xiaorisse knew that she had grew up. Cause she grew to love. (:

Updating mah blog again.
It has kind of been dead.
Well, Life still carry on uh ?

Life is meaningful when things occupies your day are meaningful.
Thn , what if there's nothing to occupy your day?
Does it mean that your life is meaningless?

I've been wondering this for th whole day.
&I just come to a conclusion that.
No, mah life will still be meaningful.
As long as i know.
I have a goal, I have a aim.
&He shall be mah light for th dark path.
He, will be mah new aim.
I miss you.

PS: Days has pass &i've not forgotten our past.
But it's time for me to put it as memories.
Cause i know, both of us have to carry on one day.
I've found him. You've found her.
So, let's make a real decision.
Or rather, I make a real decision now.
We will be friends.
One day, we will see each other on th street with both our partners.
And then, we will smile &say...
CONGRATULATION.

Was damn busy nowadays.
&have got no time for anything.
Miss-ed him is not being left out though.
Had been just me larhs.
Late, late &just late almost everyday.
Lols.
Alrights, got to write off.
Sleeppyyyyyyyy ~
I miss him still , i miss him so.

Hit sales of three thousand.
Not bad. Not bad.
I got mahself in a flour-ryy state today while packing flour.
Laughh mah lungs off!
Im looking all so white &they are laughing at me!
So bad canns ?!
Thoughts for today:

• Misses
• Is it worth?
• How true is it?
• What are we?
• Wil it last?

Basically it seems like, everythings' bout him.
Drown in mah PSP games and him.
Oh god!

Im tired from working today.

&Im missing him.