ohohs ((:
mah hairstyle sucks! really sucks larhs !
wanna cut it soon if not im going to stuck with this hairstyle for th rest of APRIL ! how can they bear to treat me lykdat ! family going to japan this coming saturday & of course , i will be left alone here in SINGAPORE . the smallest dot on the globe . LOLS >.<>
miss mah Mr.pian pian & korkor . got little message for them...
ehohs ((: seriously missing ue guys a lot now . misses all those memories shared and i just cant bear to leave korkor . i noe i have to go lahs . korkor , if ue get to come out for homeleave , got to ring me up no matter what kays ? i wont think twice to go find ue derhs larhs ! dun forget all th hard times that we had gone through together before derhs kays ? ue will never gonna be replaced derhs larhs . same goes for mah one and only Mr.pianpian ! ue are as important ! all the advices ue gave ... i really need ue both to be around . got to stay really strong alrights ? dun let the friendship COLLAPSE ! no ! im missing ue two badly now ((:

hmms ... just now helped mah mum deliver food up & down . heat them up larhs and bring it downstairs again . rest of family is downstair doing some religious stuffs & i guess i just shouldnt get mahself involve . just now had a little quarrel with mum & i do hope things are well now ((: lols . time is passing so slow alrights .

well, had some confused feelings here & there nowadays larhs . being in a very whirlful state in lyfe . had some problems with friends , family & relationship here and there . at times even make me wanna stop for a while . sick and tired le larhs . lyfe inside wasnt really so bad after all . found some true friends along the way and just holding on tight to them lorhs . after all , friends matter more ((: i didnt know what i really want . seriously ! it's been quite a while since i found someone who would give me the feeling of worthy mah treasures & cherishes . sighs ~ just hoping that the friendship would last barhs ((: rmb ? FRIENDS always goes thru' thicks and thins ((: although there were some disagreement here and there between me and korkor .. but im sorry !!! i noe i do have some attitude problems larhs . im trying mah best to change lerhs . hmms .... well , im out of angel two lerhs . going to suncoral two - most likely . *yawns* i do not know whether will there still be havoc-able times larhs . just hope there will still be happening peepos up in suncoral two to brighten up mah day . but seriously speaking ... so far no one had done it better thn mah Mr.pianpian & korkor .
hmms ... about love , a part which i simply just hope to skip out , i dunno whats going through mah mind . seriously i dont ! hmms ... where was th trust between the both of us ? it seems so blank when i look in between the both of us . the gap is getting bigger and just bigger ! sighs~ what about cass ? k.q ? p****** ? or is there still more ? i just wan to noe th truth larhs . i do not like the feeling of being kept in a suspense knowing nothing at all .. being uer girlfriend , dont ue think ue just need to put in more patience & trust ? if not , theres no point continue hurting the both of us . dont ue think so ? it's really confusing to choose whether to believe it or not after mah own girlfriend is trying to lead the other party on . for substitude is it ? nope ? yes ? i really dunno . well , it's just up to ue to choose . it's either me or cass ... yeah ~even if ue choose cass , i got no verdict sentence against ue . seriously ! in fact i will bless uer best of luck ((:

hmms ... havent been eating much lately . hey ! last week i got a straight 7 days never eat ! ((: I DID IT ((: yeah yeahs (: th day was kind of alright for me ... just that , sad to leave angel two especially korkor ((: well , life still has to carry on larhs . got to blog off for now ...



* i'd never wanna cry
but it'll hurts to hear ue say goodbye