IM GOING TO BEAT AHSOON IN TEKKEN6 ! JUST WAIT &SEE!!
hmpfs! spend 12 rounds of tekken with Soon today at vivo. Damn it!
see? I told you im going to post it out big on blog!
Wasnt really in a good modd th whole of today &yeahs, it lies within him.
Today is mah off &yet i didnt quite really enjoy it!
I brought mah pinky pooh bear to vivo today!
Was nonsencing about in th bus back to queensway
&Soon actually ignored me!
What the hell.
Was missing zhuuu th whole day &i just find him weird today.
I know its bad to think too much but i just cant help but to...
THINK THINK THINK!
It is really sucky to know nothing but nothing.
At least if i could know whats happening,
i wouldnt be so stressup !
I dont like to be stress. I dislike th feeling a lot!
Zhuuuu, If only you get to read this post. I guess you would.
Zhuuuu, I would have to let you know that you are equally important.
No matter what, i've change a lot.
&I know i really did this time.

• Lessen mah smoking.
• No longer skip my meals.
• Didnt ton th night out so much anymore.
• Go home straight after work.
• Try mah best to save up.
• Plannings to quit smoking.

Though i dunno what is happening between th both of us today.

Th atmosphere in between had been cold. Really cold this time.

I really hope everything would be back to normal agains.

You know how i feel rights? i know you knew.

A Big Sighh~ Had a huge quarrel with mummy & thats it!

Im beginning to runaway from reality agains.

I know it isnt th right choice. But what?

No more other choice. cause th only choice left for me is to FACEIT!

which i will never never want that choice at all! NEVER!

I hate mah life. Yahs, &I hate myself.

I hate myself if one day i lose you. Cant say thats love because i knew thats not. I hate my life now &you brighten it up for me. Now you seems not to care anymore, Theres noone else to light it up for me. Its dark &gloomy but theres no torchlight arounds. There used to be you to light th way, but i seem to lose this light for me to see. No longer there i think. No longer there i feel. I hope its all a nightmare. &when i wokeup, it will still be mah dream, mah fantasy, mah falalas which im always in. I know its just a short while, but i dun wan this even if its just a second. Cause i know im lost right now. Im lost &Im beginning to hate mahself. I really hate mahself. Just to let you know, mah heart is having its asthma now &you have unknowingly be mah asthma pump.): Imissyou , I really miss you.