POOF!
going back today liaos . sians . today is new year lerhs ! wonder where i will be going later . hmms ... just woke up ryte now and im just so bored . whole family stiu asleep . siaan~ mum was pissed off by me last nyte . didnt go "sengtua" with her and she said im not sincere . perhaps barhs . i really didnt feel like going but i just dunno how to tell her . i didnt mean to pissed her of hao bu hao ! i didnt mean to ! but she just simply "gup" mah phone and doesnt wanna talk to me ! i went to sleep at 2+ ! why ? dun wan to face her . if not later quarrel agains . so , ue noe ... at times it will be better if i just SHOO OFF her sight . life is always lykdat derh marhs . no mehs ? haas ((: anewae , heading back at 7pm tonyte . sians ~ when will i stiiu be out agains ? mum seems unwilling to bring me back derhs . because it is reunion so she makes it a point that she wanna bring me back barhs . dunno whether next homeleave will stiu be out a not . sads . wonders what mah ahkor doing . i didnt really mange to call a lot of peeps . i didnt really also manage to take pics . cam with uncle and he went to taiwan ! tian arhs ! later im going to wear PINK ((: lols . im missing her . yesterday night kept talking to her lorhs . can msg her anetime and i just msg her .
xiaorisse says :" have i neglect ue this time round ? im sorry that i cant call ue after 2 . mum was damn piss off as ue can see . ue noe ? at times i really dunno what i should do . so... ue are not the only one confused . i will never forget the message ue type fur me derhs . will bear it in mind . well then , how bout cass ? how are ue going to settle that ? dun be so 'you zhi' cans ? wei le yao make me angry , ue go and do such things ... lead peeps on hen hao wan mehs ? hurt peeps hen hao wan arhs ? why must do this lehs ? ue go and think bout it barhs . the msg ue wrote fur me is still dangling in mah mind . i will go and refresh and everything . ue ... go and think what do ue want me to do exactly . cans ? dun hurt me and dun make me cry le larhs !
im very tired lerhs . bored of most things and i just doesnt wanna care so much . sighs ...
*for all th unappreciation ue have felt , im sorry*
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
♥LIFE REALLY SUCKS♥
finally out after 1 whole month . after today , i dont even noe whether will i stil be out furr more and more homeleave . life inside really sucks . dun understand peeps all around . well , let me update on life fur past 4 weeks which i havent been out ! how pathetic it is lorhs . firstly , had some quarrel with her ): shag ! shed so much tears larhs . kind of buzy nowadays with N level ! stressed alrights ! HAPPY NEW YEAR friends!
7 more tortoise months to go alrights ! i dont even know how long i can last ! going to rot reall sooon . maggots appearing liaos lorhs ! HMPFSHMPFS! i miss mah kysiao and some of other friends who is not here ....
PS♥aubrey ; kailing ; zaryll ; tracia ; peiling ; erma ; ruoshi ; shirline ((:
friends , happy new year ((:
sighs~ just now went to grandma house . SIANS! but psst psst , i won $2.50 ! laughs . not having really so much fun but ok ok larhs . tomorrow going back to SGH liaos . so bored larhs ! time is really crawling it's own lollipop time ! so slow ! just hope it will hurry up larhs ! i wanna discharged !! hmms ... life inside _* fur th past few weeks , have been alone or with mah kaopei . nothing else lorhs . thinking of zaryll and just thought that everything is so fake ! th one that says love me is her but th one that chengxim is also her . dun understand what she wants . i read what she wrote in friendster fur me ): wan noe ? sighs~ damn xin tong but what can i do !!! just treat it i dunno anething ? hui bu hui very stupid of me ?!
Biatch , I am here tuhh drop you a msg. Hmmms. I wanted tuhh tell you smth but I dont noe how tuhh kai ko. Haishh. I really dont noe how tuhh put it into words. Haishh. You may blame me for all these , you may hate me. But you really came in too late lerhhs. Haishh. I loved you ALOT derhhs. In fact when I look back at those things that made me think of you , I shedded tears for you too derhhs. I heard abt you crying in dorm too. I am really very sorry. Maybe we dont have th fate bahhs. Haishh. Mayeb God is playing a trick on us bahhs. Haishh. But tuhh tell you honestly , wo dui ni yi jing hen CHENG XIM lerhhs. Its rite , I do feel that you dont noe how tuhh treasure and appreciate my love that I had for you. Sometimes you do make me feel that you take me for granted. haishh. Maybe you wont agree tuhh all these. But I merely tell you how exactly I feel only bahhs. Haishh. Be it my fault or yours , all I can say is that I really do not noe how tuhh carry on with you and whether tuhh carry on with you mahhs. Haishh. Just call me when you are out bahhs. I need tuhh have a good talk with you. Yeahs? haishh. I guess you also noe abt me and cassandra lerhhs bahhs. Haishh. Actually I just take her tuhh see whats your reaction derhhs. Me and her actually nth derhhs. I send send her tuh see how you will react only niahhs. Yahhs. And as I've expected , you wont do anything derhhs. Haishh. At times I really do think that you are not ready for rs. Haishh. Maybe I'm not th rite one for you bahhs. Maybe you cant find happiness in me bahhs. I dont noe. Haishh. Well, bottom line , be it you read this lerhhs mahhs , just give me a call th moment you are out for HL bahhs. Yahs? Take good care. And I am sorry for th tears that I made you shed over th cassandra thingy. Thanks for loving me ONLY NOW!!! But im afraid that maybe its a bit too late lerhhs bahhs , I dont noe also. Hmms. Anw , happy lunar new year in advance. Take care. MISSES~!
MISSES ,
Busterd Emerson
i really dont know what should i be thinking right now . so confused . just now i called her . everything seems to be fine but .... what's all this message about ? can aneone tells me ? i really didnt do anething . i did all i can . i cant go back every week lyke she could . i cant do a lot of things lyke she could . she didnt saw what ive done and she claims that i didnt do anething . really very MESSED up ! ryte now , suddenly th scared is just there again . i really dont know why must she lead cass on . dui cass fair marhs ? should i just forget it or should i .............
i really doesnt wanna let her go ... but am i hurting mahself to hold on to her ? what if she just simply wanna make me angry again and lead th other person on ? what's wrong with this world man ! sighs~ lyfe really sucks larhs ! anewae , so far ... we talked things out on th phone just now . hope everything is alryte barhs !
oh ya ! just now went to grandma house . they look at me as if they see alien lykdat , oh mah tian kong ! sighs~ it's true ... what's wrong with this world man ! IMISSHER
finally out after 1 whole month . after today , i dont even noe whether will i stil be out furr more and more homeleave . life inside really sucks . dun understand peeps all around . well , let me update on life fur past 4 weeks which i havent been out ! how pathetic it is lorhs . firstly , had some quarrel with her ): shag ! shed so much tears larhs . kind of buzy nowadays with N level ! stressed alrights ! HAPPY NEW YEAR friends!
7 more tortoise months to go alrights ! i dont even know how long i can last ! going to rot reall sooon . maggots appearing liaos lorhs ! HMPFSHMPFS! i miss mah kysiao and some of other friends who is not here ....
PS♥aubrey ; kailing ; zaryll ; tracia ; peiling ; erma ; ruoshi ; shirline ((:
friends , happy new year ((:
sighs~ just now went to grandma house . SIANS! but psst psst , i won $2.50 ! laughs . not having really so much fun but ok ok larhs . tomorrow going back to SGH liaos . so bored larhs ! time is really crawling it's own lollipop time ! so slow ! just hope it will hurry up larhs ! i wanna discharged !! hmms ... life inside _* fur th past few weeks , have been alone or with mah kaopei . nothing else lorhs . thinking of zaryll and just thought that everything is so fake ! th one that says love me is her but th one that chengxim is also her . dun understand what she wants . i read what she wrote in friendster fur me ): wan noe ? sighs~ damn xin tong but what can i do !!! just treat it i dunno anething ? hui bu hui very stupid of me ?!
Biatch , I am here tuhh drop you a msg. Hmmms. I wanted tuhh tell you smth but I dont noe how tuhh kai ko. Haishh. I really dont noe how tuhh put it into words. Haishh. You may blame me for all these , you may hate me. But you really came in too late lerhhs. Haishh. I loved you ALOT derhhs. In fact when I look back at those things that made me think of you , I shedded tears for you too derhhs. I heard abt you crying in dorm too. I am really very sorry. Maybe we dont have th fate bahhs. Haishh. Mayeb God is playing a trick on us bahhs. Haishh. But tuhh tell you honestly , wo dui ni yi jing hen CHENG XIM lerhhs. Its rite , I do feel that you dont noe how tuhh treasure and appreciate my love that I had for you. Sometimes you do make me feel that you take me for granted. haishh. Maybe you wont agree tuhh all these. But I merely tell you how exactly I feel only bahhs. Haishh. Be it my fault or yours , all I can say is that I really do not noe how tuhh carry on with you and whether tuhh carry on with you mahhs. Haishh. Just call me when you are out bahhs. I need tuhh have a good talk with you. Yeahs? haishh. I guess you also noe abt me and cassandra lerhhs bahhs. Haishh. Actually I just take her tuhh see whats your reaction derhhs. Me and her actually nth derhhs. I send send her tuh see how you will react only niahhs. Yahhs. And as I've expected , you wont do anything derhhs. Haishh. At times I really do think that you are not ready for rs. Haishh. Maybe I'm not th rite one for you bahhs. Maybe you cant find happiness in me bahhs. I dont noe. Haishh. Well, bottom line , be it you read this lerhhs mahhs , just give me a call th moment you are out for HL bahhs. Yahs? Take good care. And I am sorry for th tears that I made you shed over th cassandra thingy. Thanks for loving me ONLY NOW!!! But im afraid that maybe its a bit too late lerhhs bahhs , I dont noe also. Hmms. Anw , happy lunar new year in advance. Take care. MISSES~!
MISSES ,
Busterd Emerson
i really dont know what should i be thinking right now . so confused . just now i called her . everything seems to be fine but .... what's all this message about ? can aneone tells me ? i really didnt do anething . i did all i can . i cant go back every week lyke she could . i cant do a lot of things lyke she could . she didnt saw what ive done and she claims that i didnt do anething . really very MESSED up ! ryte now , suddenly th scared is just there again . i really dont know why must she lead cass on . dui cass fair marhs ? should i just forget it or should i .............
i really doesnt wanna let her go ... but am i hurting mahself to hold on to her ? what if she just simply wanna make me angry again and lead th other person on ? what's wrong with this world man ! sighs~ lyfe really sucks larhs ! anewae , so far ... we talked things out on th phone just now . hope everything is alryte barhs !
oh ya ! just now went to grandma house . they look at me as if they see alien lykdat , oh mah tian kong ! sighs~ it's true ... what's wrong with this world man ! IMISSHER
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