IM SINGLE AGAIN !
hey guys . i broke up with mah girlfriend lerhs . i force mahself to say lots & lots of hurting facts to her . i just got to do it ! well , once again ... im freed from love burdens & not much problems to think bout too ((: it isnt so bad after all being single ... at least more carefree & cheerful . im missing mah korkor & Mr. pianpian now . hmms ... i cant sleep !!! later after blogging , going to force mahself to sleep for a while . tomorrow bringing brother out ((: not meeting mah girlfriend lerhs i guess ... its over ue see ? but nvm narhs . cant be lovers still can be friends marhs ? right ? just hope that she will find someone better ((: im a girl with a weird character & i just dont suit ue ! too weird for ue to even noe & understand me . i rather ue be mah friend thn someone who keep using th wrong method to hurt me . got to smile ((: be strong cos' lyfe still have to carry on larhs ! hmms ... i need money now . hopefully tomorrow can have some from parents . ive got mah own plan . ive got things to do & buy too tomorrow ((: well , i wonder whats the both of them doing ... should be in their falalas barhs ((:
baxson ; rayner ((:
ue both are important to me as ue both had stand by me when i needed someone & be there for me when im at mah deepest .
thanks lots guys ((: iloveue
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
ohohs ((:
mah hairstyle sucks! really sucks larhs !
wanna cut it soon if not im going to stuck with this hairstyle for th rest of APRIL ! how can they bear to treat me lykdat ! family going to japan this coming saturday & of course , i will be left alone here in SINGAPORE . the smallest dot on the globe . LOLS >.<>
miss mah Mr.pian pian & korkor . got little message for them...
ehohs ((: seriously missing ue guys a lot now . misses all those memories shared and i just cant bear to leave korkor . i noe i have to go lahs . korkor , if ue get to come out for homeleave , got to ring me up no matter what kays ? i wont think twice to go find ue derhs larhs ! dun forget all th hard times that we had gone through together before derhs kays ? ue will never gonna be replaced derhs larhs . same goes for mah one and only Mr.pianpian ! ue are as important ! all the advices ue gave ... i really need ue both to be around . got to stay really strong alrights ? dun let the friendship COLLAPSE ! no ! im missing ue two badly now ((:
hmms ... just now helped mah mum deliver food up & down . heat them up larhs and bring it downstairs again . rest of family is downstair doing some religious stuffs & i guess i just shouldnt get mahself involve . just now had a little quarrel with mum & i do hope things are well now ((: lols . time is passing so slow alrights .
well, had some confused feelings here & there nowadays larhs . being in a very whirlful state in lyfe . had some problems with friends , family & relationship here and there . at times even make me wanna stop for a while . sick and tired le larhs . lyfe inside wasnt really so bad after all . found some true friends along the way and just holding on tight to them lorhs . after all , friends matter more ((: i didnt know what i really want . seriously ! it's been quite a while since i found someone who would give me the feeling of worthy mah treasures & cherishes . sighs ~ just hoping that the friendship would last barhs ((: rmb ? FRIENDS always goes thru' thicks and thins ((: although there were some disagreement here and there between me and korkor .. but im sorry !!! i noe i do have some attitude problems larhs . im trying mah best to change lerhs . hmms .... well , im out of angel two lerhs . going to suncoral two - most likely . *yawns* i do not know whether will there still be havoc-able times larhs . just hope there will still be happening peepos up in suncoral two to brighten up mah day . but seriously speaking ... so far no one had done it better thn mah Mr.pianpian & korkor .
hmms ... about love , a part which i simply just hope to skip out , i dunno whats going through mah mind . seriously i dont ! hmms ... where was th trust between the both of us ? it seems so blank when i look in between the both of us . the gap is getting bigger and just bigger ! sighs~ what about cass ? k.q ? p****** ? or is there still more ? i just wan to noe th truth larhs . i do not like the feeling of being kept in a suspense knowing nothing at all .. being uer girlfriend , dont ue think ue just need to put in more patience & trust ? if not , theres no point continue hurting the both of us . dont ue think so ? it's really confusing to choose whether to believe it or not after mah own girlfriend is trying to lead the other party on . for substitude is it ? nope ? yes ? i really dunno . well , it's just up to ue to choose . it's either me or cass ... yeah ~even if ue choose cass , i got no verdict sentence against ue . seriously ! in fact i will bless uer best of luck ((:
hmms ... havent been eating much lately . hey ! last week i got a straight 7 days never eat ! ((: I DID IT ((: yeah yeahs (: th day was kind of alright for me ... just that , sad to leave angel two especially korkor ((: well , life still has to carry on larhs . got to blog off for now ...
* i'd never wanna cry
but it'll hurts to hear ue say goodbye
mah hairstyle sucks! really sucks larhs !
wanna cut it soon if not im going to stuck with this hairstyle for th rest of APRIL ! how can they bear to treat me lykdat ! family going to japan this coming saturday & of course , i will be left alone here in SINGAPORE . the smallest dot on the globe . LOLS >.<>
miss mah Mr.pian pian & korkor . got little message for them...
ehohs ((: seriously missing ue guys a lot now . misses all those memories shared and i just cant bear to leave korkor . i noe i have to go lahs . korkor , if ue get to come out for homeleave , got to ring me up no matter what kays ? i wont think twice to go find ue derhs larhs ! dun forget all th hard times that we had gone through together before derhs kays ? ue will never gonna be replaced derhs larhs . same goes for mah one and only Mr.pianpian ! ue are as important ! all the advices ue gave ... i really need ue both to be around . got to stay really strong alrights ? dun let the friendship COLLAPSE ! no ! im missing ue two badly now ((:
hmms ... just now helped mah mum deliver food up & down . heat them up larhs and bring it downstairs again . rest of family is downstair doing some religious stuffs & i guess i just shouldnt get mahself involve . just now had a little quarrel with mum & i do hope things are well now ((: lols . time is passing so slow alrights .
well, had some confused feelings here & there nowadays larhs . being in a very whirlful state in lyfe . had some problems with friends , family & relationship here and there . at times even make me wanna stop for a while . sick and tired le larhs . lyfe inside wasnt really so bad after all . found some true friends along the way and just holding on tight to them lorhs . after all , friends matter more ((: i didnt know what i really want . seriously ! it's been quite a while since i found someone who would give me the feeling of worthy mah treasures & cherishes . sighs ~ just hoping that the friendship would last barhs ((: rmb ? FRIENDS always goes thru' thicks and thins ((: although there were some disagreement here and there between me and korkor .. but im sorry !!! i noe i do have some attitude problems larhs . im trying mah best to change lerhs . hmms .... well , im out of angel two lerhs . going to suncoral two - most likely . *yawns* i do not know whether will there still be havoc-able times larhs . just hope there will still be happening peepos up in suncoral two to brighten up mah day . but seriously speaking ... so far no one had done it better thn mah Mr.pianpian & korkor .
hmms ... about love , a part which i simply just hope to skip out , i dunno whats going through mah mind . seriously i dont ! hmms ... where was th trust between the both of us ? it seems so blank when i look in between the both of us . the gap is getting bigger and just bigger ! sighs~ what about cass ? k.q ? p****** ? or is there still more ? i just wan to noe th truth larhs . i do not like the feeling of being kept in a suspense knowing nothing at all .. being uer girlfriend , dont ue think ue just need to put in more patience & trust ? if not , theres no point continue hurting the both of us . dont ue think so ? it's really confusing to choose whether to believe it or not after mah own girlfriend is trying to lead the other party on . for substitude is it ? nope ? yes ? i really dunno . well , it's just up to ue to choose . it's either me or cass ... yeah ~even if ue choose cass , i got no verdict sentence against ue . seriously ! in fact i will bless uer best of luck ((:
hmms ... havent been eating much lately . hey ! last week i got a straight 7 days never eat ! ((: I DID IT ((: yeah yeahs (: th day was kind of alright for me ... just that , sad to leave angel two especially korkor ((: well , life still has to carry on larhs . got to blog off for now ...
* i'd never wanna cry
but it'll hurts to hear ue say goodbye
IM OUT FOR MAH HOMELEAVE!
hey guys . tell ue what ! im going back to school again . last wednesday i just went for mah sku interview and guess what ! mah principal is so anxious to have me back ! well , this time i gonna treasure it up there in DRS and not come back down to admission lerhs . so TORTURING ! sighs~ i miss mah pengyou and kaopei ! and of cos mah mummy :X they touching ue noe ? they cried when i packed up mah dorm things and they simply know im not coming back to angel two . i gonna miss them three too ! gone through so much with me de korkor . i will also not forget her ! im going to wait for her to come out and join me outside !!! hmms ... so much things has happen and i get to find out someone fall in love with mah GIRLFRIEND ! & the person still can come and tell me . LOLS ! what a joke larhs . anewae , things with mah girlfriend , im still confused . cos i really dunno whether how things will turn out to between th both of us . this time round , im the one being chim xim lerhs . a while she say she loves me but yet she doesnt prove it larhs . sighs ~ hmms ... im being released after a whole of 2 months and im ***** . urghs~ peepos suck mah blood siahs ! i dun lyke them !
eeyers . vampires . new-yorks giants !!! NEVER DIE BEFORE ! oh mah sky ~ hmms ... called mah girlfriend just now and she didnt pick up ! hmpfs ~ nvms narhs. tmr going out mahself ... hmms ... who to meet lehs ... mah girlfriend barhs i guess ? hey i get to find out a lot of things and i just wish that i do not know anything about it ! Long story larhs !
hey ! during this two months , really happen a lot of things which i didnt expect it would happen . things goes a bit wrong for me here and there and now it's back on th right track liaos ((: im happy though that mah friends did left some great memories for me before i leave angel two ((: i LOVES them larhs .
well well , mah bro is somewhat or rather getting on mah nerve alrights ! i dun like him now ! knowing th stupid fact that im only coming out a few times and he wanna fight with me over com !!!! no hair larhs !!! >.< torturing . nvms . tolerate , tolerate !
im left with 4 more pathetic months to go before i OFFICIALLY discharged and finishes mah 2 years sentence ! awwful ! well , i shall update more later .
i miss mah kaopei&pengyou so much right now .
girlfriend , how long are ue going to try to win me over again ?
a minute or two before giving up again ?
hey guys . tell ue what ! im going back to school again . last wednesday i just went for mah sku interview and guess what ! mah principal is so anxious to have me back ! well , this time i gonna treasure it up there in DRS and not come back down to admission lerhs . so TORTURING ! sighs~ i miss mah pengyou and kaopei ! and of cos mah mummy :X they touching ue noe ? they cried when i packed up mah dorm things and they simply know im not coming back to angel two . i gonna miss them three too ! gone through so much with me de korkor . i will also not forget her ! im going to wait for her to come out and join me outside !!! hmms ... so much things has happen and i get to find out someone fall in love with mah GIRLFRIEND ! & the person still can come and tell me . LOLS ! what a joke larhs . anewae , things with mah girlfriend , im still confused . cos i really dunno whether how things will turn out to between th both of us . this time round , im the one being chim xim lerhs . a while she say she loves me but yet she doesnt prove it larhs . sighs ~ hmms ... im being released after a whole of 2 months and im ***** . urghs~ peepos suck mah blood siahs ! i dun lyke them !
eeyers . vampires . new-yorks giants !!! NEVER DIE BEFORE ! oh mah sky ~ hmms ... called mah girlfriend just now and she didnt pick up ! hmpfs ~ nvms narhs. tmr going out mahself ... hmms ... who to meet lehs ... mah girlfriend barhs i guess ? hey i get to find out a lot of things and i just wish that i do not know anything about it ! Long story larhs !
hey ! during this two months , really happen a lot of things which i didnt expect it would happen . things goes a bit wrong for me here and there and now it's back on th right track liaos ((: im happy though that mah friends did left some great memories for me before i leave angel two ((: i LOVES them larhs .
well well , mah bro is somewhat or rather getting on mah nerve alrights ! i dun like him now ! knowing th stupid fact that im only coming out a few times and he wanna fight with me over com !!!! no hair larhs !!! >.< torturing . nvms . tolerate , tolerate !
im left with 4 more pathetic months to go before i OFFICIALLY discharged and finishes mah 2 years sentence ! awwful ! well , i shall update more later .
i miss mah kaopei&pengyou so much right now .
girlfriend , how long are ue going to try to win me over again ?
a minute or two before giving up again ?
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