Freaked out!
Totally alrights?!
urghs! im just sick &tired of mah own family.
Be it now or what, i just have to stand alone.
I dont want to be alone liao canns?
I hate to be alone.
I dun wan to be alone cans?
sighhs, But im trying mah best to get used to it again.
Went to LOT1 again with jean.co.
ate pizzahut &th waiter is so funny.
ask to refill water, he go take chilli sauce for us.
serve to th table &we looked at each other blankly &laughs.
I know i was practically bad. But i just cant help it larhs.(:
Sean's birthday today. bought a cake for him.
maybe later buying fagg.(:
had been fagging nowadays.
Planning to ton at ECP tonight. Not confirmed.
Unsured plans.
Hmms, now currently at cousin's house. Celebrating Sean's birthday luhs.
I suddenly find mah cousin's house more lively thn mine.
When will i find mah family love?
I want to have it cans?

Im avoiding. Avoiding so many things that is happening. Can I have someone to be by my side? I know I need someone badly now. But I sees noone approaching me. Noones. Once again, Im feeling so alone. Im being alone. And I know, th whole night.. Im going to be alone. My cries was heard by noone. Noone sees how i control &kept mah tears up. Forget it, Im xiaorisse. Just me alone, just me.