Supposedly i should be at the gym doing mah workout, running on the threadmill, cutting away mah calories intake, burning all mah fats, losing mah weight...
But, here i am, at mah erjiu house, blogging in, writing all mah feelings, &just a simple update for the day.
theres a dresscode here in gym lorhs.
Bored out of life.
Hmms, I decided to blog out.(:
early morning , cousin morning call me. wokeup, but slept back.
around eight thirty , i wokeup fully. prepare mahself with shorts and a simple tee.
cycled down to unity sec to fetch cousin.
went back &its so tiring?
went to cousin house &blog there.
after blogging &mah cousin bathe.
headed down to office by cycling agains.
slept there, slack there, drew there but didnt fag.
went back to cousin house and thn cycled down to mah erjiu house.
the whole was plainly about cycling and cycling?
maybe one day i should try cycling to bedok! laughhs.(:
just joking. (:
let me brief about the gym.
There's only 2 threadmills , 2 cycling thingy... dumbbells , &the situp thing.
the gym is quite small larhs. but the pool is kinda style. ((:
Sadly, i would need to postpone mah gym plans till tomorrow.
urghs~
He called me up this time.
But phone prepaid damn low.
Resulted in i go kup his call. but message him that when i reached home, i would call him up.(:
He told me: '' Btw, your mother finding me again. I think she wants to stop us from contacting. How?''
Well, if its really mah mum...
xiaoR , will you go and fight for what you want this time?
sighhs. i didnt know what i should do actually.
I loved him once. Cant say i still love him.
cause i dont want to get hurt by him all over again.
But cant deny the feeling had been always there.
should i love him once more? this i really dont know. really dont know.
One more thing, Does he loves me ?
thats the most important question among all buhhs. what question is more important than this?
i guess, nothing.
i always ask mahself this question.. what does your heart wants you to do?
This time, mah heart isnt giving out any senses ! i do hope it could give me another sense.
Just answer out this question in mah mind. Is it worth , should i ?
All the doubts &questions marks in mah mind for him hasnt been solved.
In the past, a hongster he would be.
so what now he tells me that he hongs no more?
how many of it could be trusted?
I know 2 years back de him..
ive fallen for him by mistake.
2 years after de him..
will i fall for him all over again?
Can anyone just tell me what should i do this time round?
I need some advices.. just a simple one.
btw, anyone free to pei me go gym? though i know its a bit far luhs. but... pleasee ):
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