Life begins again.
New life, New aims, New goals.
After all, love still sucks.'
He left me. &thats it!
i shouldnt be brooding over his stuffs.
So what if i did love him once?
does that matters?
So what if the memories still lingers on?
does that even matters?
So what if everything seems to be starting all over again?
does that also matters?
&So what if he sweettalks me once more?
does that even matters?
To me, nothing matters anymore.
What for people? What for?
But thanks guys for standing by me, hearing mah sorrows last night.
Mah eyes are simply tired of leaking.
should find some plumber one of these days to help me fixed x)
laughs. (:
well, im trying to be back mah normal self to laughs &jokes all day long. life is tough! its true. love is even tougher. but after all, staying strong is the most tougher job to do on earth. who the hell would go apply for that job? ME !
yeruisi ! im going to apply for the job &work hard for it ! staying strong~
Days had been messed up these days &i just hate it.
be it to be mah family stuffs, friends stuffs, school stuffs, love stuffs.
everything seems to be up on their planns to messed me up in whirls &whirls.
what to do ? im trying to get mahself out of th blackhole.
sighhs~ nothing to do today. making mah decision up on to go to jeanne house or not. urghs~ can i dont see th world today? dont wanna see anyone.
maybe you can say that im running away from everything.
yeahs, i admit i am.
Why? because im tired. really tired.
After all problems, im still smiling now &then.
can say that im pretty strong le buhhs.\:
Alrights, got to packup lerhs. takecare guys!
Jiayuan ; Jonas ; Aubrey ; Jeanne &Emerson..
thanks for being there for me when im really down on mah love life now...
love &treasure you guys lots!!


Boy, i know that you are not th one for me. though everything had ended, thanks for all th memories. I will choose NOT &never to keep them. cause it will hurt me even more. I had lost th kisses &th hugs you give. I dont want them back either. Takecare lots boy. I've loved you once. &NEVER would do that again.