im confused with everything im doing now. its lyke going downfall everywhere. sighhs. mummy, maybe ue wouldnt want to hear anything or even have a look at me. but i do hope that ue can understand too. heard& receive news that ue are going to file me WC. what do ue expect me to do? i wouldnt know whenn am i going to blogg in again too. but i hope that it'll be soon so that i can kind of update ue? im fine mummy... im fine outside. didnt get into trouble & everything is alrights.

well, lyfe is in a buzz guys): i do not know what i should do & everything is lyke...against me?i dunno luhhs. tell me larhs. what should i do. sighhs. why is things happening the way i wouldnt want it at all? is it fair to me? i know im practically selfish to hurt those arounds me. im sorry. if ue guys thinks that mah sorry are bullshits, so be it. i couldnt control uer thinking & so i wouldnt care. i know what im doing,... i guess it's alrights? coz im tired of everything. it's lyke its mah fault totally for everything that happen. its not aright? its not. but nvms if ue guys are going to think lykdat. mummy filing me WC. this is what i heard. so what do ue guys expect? me not to believe? i cant do it . i just cant not believe. ue tell me how?! when ue are at uer darkest & all this has to happen. dun ue think its lyke... so tedious? im tiredd... really tired..

*everythings is going downfall. cant aneone just understand mah feelings?*