sighs~
today once again pon school liaos )): im just so disappointed with mahself larhs )): im at lan shop now . was lyke going through mah mind whether to return back there or not . there's just thoughts to abscond)): ssighs~ i felt very much lyke calling mah mum up right now . but im simply just so afraid . sighs~ well , lots of things has been happening alrights ! i went up to that stupid lockup for 7days )): wahs ! i just return school yesterday . well , the reason why i will pon school again today is ... i went to see the doctor just now & its like its been so late liao lorhs . & its not that i wanna try mah luck or play with the system in girls home): i know its wrong & now im just thinking whether should i go back or not luhhs )): sighs~ i dun wan to disappoint mah mum again luhhs . how i wish mah mum was here to lyke .... tell me what to do ?

*korkor ; if i really absconded , dun erase me off uer mind hao marhs ? )): imissue