lyfe is being so bored! once again...didnt sleep. dun understand why i just cant sleep luhhs. everytime sleep lerhhs... but once wakeup jiu sleep bu zhao lerhh. whats wrong)):
tomorrow not finding yiliang lerhhs. dun need to find him also. hmms... ive been thinking a lot these few days. bout mah mum, mah sentence & probably peeps around me. they just simply STRESS me up...

很多事候，当我很想爱一个人的时候，那个人却是伤害我的人。现在我somehow找到要爱我的人。。。却突然间我爱的人出现在眼前。我应该回去爱回那个人吗？心情很乱。我根本都不知道他到地知不知道什么是爱。。。什么是tiongxim.现在也只可以顺其自然lorhhs. isnt it lykdat always? letting nature take its course &ignore everything buhhs. i wish to but i know i cant. i want to stable down lerhhs. dun wanna play anemore. the person who succeed in waiting will be the one buhhs. someone say he will wait for me but im not believing. his words can be trusted marhhs? i dunno. i doubt his words luhhs. waiting for someone is tough. very tough. i tried it once &i tell mahself im not going to do it again. why must i wait? wait& wait &wait but nothing simply comes out from it. so? what for? as ive said always, im tired of love liaos. maybe too much lies &hurts le barhhs?

*why must ue appear again& let me into confusion ?*