hit mah weak spot &i cried.
once again, 叶芮思 has become a weakling again.
really disappointed. 我为什么又要再哭啊！为什么就不能坚强一点呢？
th weakling in me seems to surfacing again. i dun wan!
it just sucks 好不好.
to just cry in front of people. &the feeling is so sucks larhs.
how can i show th weaker side of me to others. urghs~
叶芮思...你很没有用lehhs!
cant ue just be a lil' bit stronger for once?
yeahs! i admit that im faking a laughter most of th time. but thats' the only way to distract me from th pain marhs.
i dont need anything now. I DO NOT NEED ANYTHING, I JUST NEED TO BE LOVED
can? i just need to be loved... im just a typical yet unique girl.
i dun wan anything lerhs... just for me to be LOVED. sighhs)):


early in the morning accompany Jonas to walk from her house to GH. was a longggg trip alrights!! tired死了! hmms... came back and Zzzzzzz...
afternoon went to meet emerson & went to thai temple with her. she bought a HL milk for me.
i didnt drink it. )): after that headed down to iluma for a while. slack and Jonas thn ate at BENTEN cafe. slack &fag. went back &i kept falling asleep. everywhere i go. laughhs.



*im tired. just wanna slow down in life. take a rest, take a break. nothing else.
because im too tired to love, to do even anything.