I Have The Thinking Of Commiting Suicide Today.

But Im Not Going To Do That Luhs.

Lots Of Things Has Been Happening.

But things are going for a huge change.

i found mah stable house &maybe a stable job too((:

A huge thanks again for all who stand by mah side & be there when im on mah down-est mode in life.

went to slack &fag today lorhs. thats practically what im doing the whole day. went down to tampp & met emerson's friend -- clara.

Clara , Dont think so much yeahs girl ? Though i only know you for one day... But you are really a fun friend. all the nonsense we talk about. Laughhs laughhs laughhs !! hmms , cheerup girl !

Went around tampp mall here & there. thn went down to bedok to take cigg from Jonas.
thn went back to temp. send clara back home. before that, went to EMOTIONAL mode. lols.
i went alone after that. ask emerson to return home.

Boy , I didnt want you to tag along because i do not want you to return home late because of me again. But thanks for the intention of following me along. Sorry Boy , to make you worried lerhs.
Im safe now alrights ?

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