im still smiling .. still smiling.

im lost. im fustrated. im confused. im mad. im angry. im sad. im devastated. im messed. im freaked out. im pissed.

but im still smiling... still smiling.

mah life sucks. mah life is all messed up. mah life is empty. mah life is untrusted. mah life is blank. mah life is cold. mah life is dark.

but im still smiling... still smiling.

i wish to cry. i wish to scream. i wish to shout. i wish to vent. i wish to.. i wish to..

but im still smiling... still smiling.

feeling so alone in a world so empty. noone i see somemore. it's torturing. it's tormenting. it's painful. it hurts me so much more.
after all , everything just sucks.

but im still smiling... still smiling.

到最后... i know clearly what i want.
nothing but to be LOVED