Funn Funn Funn..im doing this almost every of these days. hmms, thinking that am i really happy ? yeahs~ perhaps happy to get mah nightlife but aint happy why mah mum didnt give it to me officially. aiyarhs. dunno larhs. let me just update the happenings for the past few days buhhs.
Smoke Smoke Smoke.Pratically doing this everyday larhhs. Didnt really eat much. Just a mouthful here and there lorhs. Hmms..
17o9o9after going to AMK , sending ganqing back GH. i decided not to return home. that night sister go back alone, emerson went back home too. thn me and jonas went down to find aubrey. talkt o her for a while &thn we went to find emerson. after that actually want go find mah friend der. but end up all PS me!!! stupid. thn me and jonas was in yishun thr. we slack there and its like so sian, but still manage to entertain each and other(: thn morning ler, we cabb to GH. actually want fetch ganqing go school der. but end up she went to see doctor. around 6+, we return back and take a nap luhhs. Zzzzzzzz..
18o9o9emerson came and meet us at Jonas house. slack for a while and thn we went to Tiong bahru to meet aubrey. went to the coffeeshop nearby to eat. i vomitted=x mah stomach has beeen weird for the past few days. eat what vomit what. mah tian arhhs !!! thn they wennt to meet mah qinmi at redhill. im slacking at the BUZZ there. emerson bought me a bottle of greentea. after that Jonas, Emerson and Me take 16 back home. after Jonas alight, halfway thru emerson alighted and we took 14. it was damn long lorhs. and i was like. what the~ reach bedok liaos. she went to find kat. i didnt follow. i thought she was heading back home. her mum was pestering her liaos. thn i walk off. actually want to go her house derhs. but... i forgot where is it larhs ! i got lost. her phone also no batt. i called Jonas and thn i went to khatib to ton with elfyq. spent the whole night there. and i just tell mahself, i GIVEUP. i wont go after aneone anemore lerh larhs. just be single and be free. isnt that better ?!
19o9o9went to fetch ganqing from homeleave today(: went to her house after that. slack there a while to wait for her to finish her makeup and everything. thn we cabbed down to M.S to meet juan. thn i went off to meet buddy at TPY. meet her liao thn spent time with her until 6.30. thn, ganqing, Jonas &Emerson went down to TPY and meet me. that night we went to ganqing house ton. i was DEAD asleep lorhs. after walking from pending there to keathong. it was far. but i just need sometimes alone. why is mah life lykdat?!
2oo9o9waken up by JONAS! thanks so much huh?! laughhs. i was so tired lorhs thn ganqing and her boyfriend at there disturb me wake up. haiyos. yawns~ hmms, ganqing said she wanted to be mah makeup artist for today and thn she makeup for me lorhs! hey. i didnt let aneone makeup for me okays ?! so ganqing, thanks for the good job and must feel honoured horhs. hahas(: after that we left about 1+. Went to ION orchard with mah ganqing(: and her boyfriend. thn we take a walk arounds and take pictures. it's so funny lorhs. its time to send ganqing back GH lerhs. we went to AMKhub to meet her mum. took bus 25 to GH. sighhs. ganqing, see ue next week!! gonna miss ue derhs. after that, Jonas and me went to tampines to find emerson. ate icecream &have a drink in secret recipe. after that meet aubrey and maine. went to Subway and thn four of us were like so crazy lorhs. snaps here and there larhs. will not be able to upload pics these few days. hmms, after that 10pm lerhs. meet emerson at secretrecipe there. she havent come out so four of us went to the toilet first. snap aubrey in the toilet. was so damn funny alrights. maine and me was like so disturbing lorhs. laughs. went to coffeeshop near tampines there to slack for a while. thn we went seperate ways liaos. maine and aubrey went home. Jonas, Emerson and me went to ECP there and slack.
DRINKDRINKDRINK!i was DEAD lorhs. talking nonsense when i dun even noe what i doing. Jonas gave us a lecture and seriously i dun really know something about it. lols. i was sehseh liao marhhs. thn went to voiddeck and slack cause thought that it was going to rain. and thn everyone ended up being so dead alrights. i vomitted and followed by Jonas. after vomitting , i was lying down and flat after a while. morning lerhs, went to Jonas house to sleep for a while. thn they wake me up at 2.45pm. wahs. i was soooo tired alrights. thn ate some noodles that emerson cooked for me. ((: thn send her down to the busstop. she needs to leave lerhs marhs.
went back to Jonas house lorhs. Planning to maybe go out with her, maine, aubrey and sher later. aiyarhs. dunno larhs. see first buhhs. hmms.
A Hug ; A Kiss ; A Hold &A Feeling Of Never Being Let Go.should i or should i not ? memories in ECP and all, though it was making confused. But at least this time round, i didnt push her away. i didnt.